Paging Doctor Freud

Somethings been weighing on my mind lately. It's a bit of a personality quirk that I have, that I don't like.  Today I want to share my "issue" with you, in the hopes that you can give me some feedback about how I can improve this Star Wars related... problem?  I'm not sure that is the right word, but please, take five minutes to listen and then tell me what you think!